I do not look forward to you.
So, I was sitting in church tonight and I had a revelation... had nothing to do with the sermon, but it was still a good revelation. Up until now, I've been completely freaking out about leaving for college, but I was sitting there thinking about all the wonderful things God has done in my life and it hit me: every step in my life has been leading up to now. Every thing that has happened has been to shape me for the rest of my life. Every trial, every lesson. They've all been leading to now. Now is when I really become who I'll be for the rest of my life. Now is a big moment, but I have peace. My parents have taught me so many things that I wouldn't know without them teaching me. And of course, my wonderful Saviour has taught me so much. I know He'll teach me more, but I'm so thankful for what he's already taught me.
Now it all begins. It doesn't slow down from here. It keeps moving at a quick pace. It doesn't stop until I'm home. And you know what? I'm not scared. God's always been so good to me, what makes me think it can't just keep getting better?
