Dear Self,

Dear Self,
I've noticed some things about you this year. Your pride is a nasty beast that is too closely related to the green monster of jealousy. It's time to realize you're not always in charge or the coolest person around. You have some learned some things about this though. You attract more bees with honey than with vinegar, use honey. For example, next time you fall (which happens frequently) be graceful and not angry you messed up and people saw you mess up. Everyone messes up, join the masses!
Another thing, you have more strength in God than you realize. Stop trying to do everything in yourself. Life works so much better when you're not in control. Seriously. Let go and let God.
Most importantly: you can function as a whole by yourself. Stop trying to fill the void of knowing who's on your side and who isn't and stop caring. You are just fine without someone always with you. You know why? God. He's always there for you and is all you need. He fills that void of the unknown. Friends come and go, don't get overly attached. Put your affections on things above. All this down here is just vanity, treat it that way. But with grace. Grace that comes from a life that knows God is there and will lead and protect and dry the tears of frustration and pain. But dont be ashamed when the tears come.
Self, be yourself and stop putting up such a huge front. Don't be afraid, be who you were made to be. Be graceful, be godly, be caring, be loving, be daring.